Monday, June 14, 2010

REFLECTION

Share When I was younger, I was so amazed to see this girl in front of me. This girl is an average girl. She is simple and she doesn’t change herself just to be accepted by everyone. She loves to make people happy. She is confident of herself and she always believes that she can do anything. She believes that, if another person can do, why not she can’t. This girl is neither that pretty nor ugly. Her face is heart-shaped. Her eyes are quite tiny and black. Her nose is not that pointed but it fits her face. Her lips are small. Her skin is light brown. She is not that tall unlike others. Well, no matter how people might describe her, I still love her. She is my best friend since childhood and she’s my guardian. Though people might tease her sometimes and say things at her back, I really don’t care at all. I know her and they don’t, so there’s no reality to what they were saying at her back.

But there’s a day that I completely lost my best friend. I remember before, there are lots of times that I was influenced to do bad things, but this person in front of me never fails to warn and guide me. I know I made so many mistakes that brought pain to her. I know I made her cry lots of times. I know I bruised her so much. One day, I completely left her alone and lost her in the dark. But then, I heard a calling. I heard her voice calling me to come back to her. She was crying. And then I came to realized that maybe that is the reason why I always cried at night. Maybe that is also why I found my life so sad and incomplete. I missed this girl and I admit it, the girl that is always by my side, and the girl who makes me happy, the girl whom I considered as my best friend and the girl who rocks my world. I respond to her calling and I found her again. When I saw her, I saw the marks of all the pain I brought to her. I never thought that all I’ve done would mark that much. She was really in pain. I saw her tears roll through her cheeks. I wiped it and smiled at her.

“Hey, best friend. I’ll never have a best friend as good as you are. I’m sorry if I became so careless about you. I’m sorry if I made a lot of mistakes. I’m sorry I made you cry. I’m sorry I left you alone in the dark. I’m sorry I didn’t fight for you. Don’t cry, now that I am back to you, we will make a big tandem to all.” I said while wiping her tears.

I missed this girl that I usually have. This girl will always be a part of me.Now that I am continuously changing, I know I’ll make her happy again. I know it’s been so long since I last saw her, and now, here I am seeing her again. I know this girl might not look like a princess to other people, but inside, she is a real princess. She is a princess and I am proud of it.


One morning when I got up out of bed, I peeked to see her again, and to my surprise, this girl is recovering from the dark. She looks awesome and definitely enjoying. I smiled at her, and she smiled back at me.

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